He wouldn't have hurt anyone like that.  Not like the other ones.  I raised him.  He gets me, and I get him. 

I am freaked out of my mind.  Things are getting crazy.

Those guys are dead.  Caitlin's friends.  Guys I've met.  They just went for a swim.  It's not like they did anything crazy.  It makes me glad that Nim is in captivity at the aquarium.  That way they know it's not Nim.  He hasn't killed, and we know that for sure.  But these guys are dead.  This is worse than Jaws or any shark because there are so many of them.  I know it's horrible.  But it wasn't Nim.

I hate to say it, but Nim and I are alike.   We're the same somehow.  I don't know what's going on with me.  Maybe it's a rare virus, a flu or something.  But something is wrong.  Maybe it's some Jedi mind trick.  Because Nim and I are so close.  We're so connected, that I'm starting to act like him in some ways.  Could that be it?  But I don't really think so.  That would mean it's all in my mind, and I don't think it is.

Caitlin must think she had a close encounter of the freak kind.  I don't want to be a freak.  Man, I just want a chance with her.  She's awesome, and I'm in to her.  But things are complicated now.  Messed up, with a capital 'F'.  I can't even think about Caitlin right now.  I mean guys have died, and even though it's not my fault, I can't help feeling like I had something to do with it.  Even though I didn't.  I don't know.  I keep going around on this.  It's exhausting.

I'm tired.